This video is for my beloved Peepray <3 I Wuv U


Been feeling contemplative lately, and to be honest, i don't like it. It is too much to deal with deadlines in realtime while your head's in another direction. Fucking pointless i tell you.

Post-Somdutta's rather strange narrative about a certain ex, im steering clear of controversy baby. No more bullshit, no more of that "remember the time" rubbish and most importantly, no more getting into this trap of "we're different people now, lets be friends and start over".
No Thank You.

I will not play safe when i resume work. I will take risks, most of them uncalculated. I will gamble, with money, trust and emotion. I will do everything i was told not to do, by people who were obviously shit-scared of my potential.

So yeah, I need a bike license, and the balls to drive my own car [hell it's been a year since i got my license ]. I need to figure out investments, the stock exchange and other shit relating to putting money where my mouth [isn't].

To end this on a slightly unrelated note, i have issues with the Indian family system and it's habit of constantly blackmailing people into following rules that nobody remembers making, and into fucking the shit out of potential change makers. This is not about my family per say, its someone elses'. And without mentioning names i'd like to extend my gratitude to the person involved, for being by my side, and for supporting me throughout the years. If there is a goodbye to be said, i will personally punch the shit out of your family for fucking with you. I will also extend an unfriendly, and perhaps unwelcome warning to the other side of your emotional fence. I do not like him. I do not trust him. And if he messes with you, i will unleash my rage on him and his kind in a way that kills him.